On Mental Health

The mine-field which is mental illness and relationships (3)

  (Continued from section 2..) It is obviously formulaic to say that Mental illness defies reason, and initially it defies it on every conceivable level and non-conceivable level. You lose the rational part of your mind, and instead delusion and fantasy, paranoia and belief rush in. I am aware that the last 12 years have…… Continue reading The mine-field which is mental illness and relationships (3)

On Mental Health

The mine-field which is mental illness and relationships (2)

(Continued from part 1) I’ve come to realise that the specific underlying factor causing the tic and all it’s related mental illness infused mayhem is the closeness of Ru and mine’s relationship, the intimacy. I sometimes wonder if being close to someone kind of brings all the madness out. Everything I’d managed to pack up inside of myself, and…… Continue reading The mine-field which is mental illness and relationships (2)

Poetry

Desire

He traces a finger across My collarbone- I shiver, my skin becomes electric and I blink like a live wire runs right through my body and he holds the power switch. My back arches and my pulse pounds, as I knowingly and willingly submit.

Misc

“It’s a duality Ally, not a singularity”- and other such genius, which my boyfriend shares whilst I’m dreaming (part 2)

“It’s a duality Ally, not a singularity.” This was the line my boyfriend delivered to me, from within a dream. I awoke the next morning, remembered it and knew- my boyfriend is a genius. I had suspected it for a long time.. but this only confirmed it. I mean, who manages to impart such crucial…… Continue reading “It’s a duality Ally, not a singularity”- and other such genius, which my boyfriend shares whilst I’m dreaming (part 2)